To My Friends

I've changed alot through out the year. I noticed this big change today. I am not the same KamKam you met. I am now a lonely person. No friends near me, around me.

the reason why I couldn't attend some parties/over nights was I wanted to be alone. I don't know. Something scares me. Sometimes i feel so left out. I know it doesnt really matter cos you guys are my real friends. But i can't avoid that feeling.
And now. I feel so messed up. I have no one to run to. My family is breaking apart. And im still isolating my self. I just smile it off. From outgoing to an introvert. It's really hard for me.

I was suppose to right a long explanation for my beloved friends. sigh
I can't even cry, even to myself... Im keeping it all inside. My mind is going on a frenzy. I can't even continue writing. but tonight. my tears finally came....

I'm wondering if i still have friends out there.

My house is suffocating me.... the awkward atmosphere whenever i see my parents acting weird............ i just want to go die right on the spot...

I can't believe im even going through this... Isn't my financial problem enough for us....that one problem..... then there goes my dad having an affair right in our face... who doesnt even bother hiding it.I can barely write/type. But i want to share to this.. I've come to my senses that i don't want to grow up alone. I don't...friends......where are you??

I don't even know if its right to share my family problem publicly on the internet. but im tired of retelling my story..........its hard as it is....... I'm going crazy...

oh God help me.. I am not alone.


I might regret posting this on the web. but oh well I need to find my way back.

pisay08,you are my friends, FAMILY

This Time...

Not only one of my friends won *another ningin contest but two of them!

SEE THEIR WORK HERE

amazing!
Congrats to Maggie/Aki and Jann/meteor......i dont remember your long user name..
Aki's

Jann's


to top it off!! Spectacle Family JJANG! :P

this.....

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

My good friend Apple

Apple won a WG contest.

My good friend Apple, wah! @__@ I can't believe she won really won. When I know deep down in my heart that she has 34534525% of winning. Hahahaha.. spazz mode on Apple.

CONGRATULATIONS!
Let's have fun, fangirling.
Put our heart to it. And next time you see Sunmi and WG please do tell I exist, :P

I regret it.. T__T I should have joined.. BLa bla Kam kam

Romantic Island.

watch watch watch. lols si katrina halili ata yung nasa first part~di ko pa tapos panoorin.. share ko lang. :P nakita ko sa trailer may nagsnatch pa .lol lol xp
Enjoy watching.Part1

WG updated their YT accnt. PH got IN!

Who would have thought....

Wonder Girls on CNN

http://tvpot.daum.net/clip/ClipView.do?clipid=13838143&q=%BF%F8%B4%F5%B0%C9%BD%BA

LOL LOL